Well, I regarded the immediate loss of self-esteem Teacher Chang? If the count, he was not a real person?
... ... Come on Mr Chan, I want to Qushi dung was.
In Zhang's sentence goodbye, the whole world was silent offerings dumb. And with his passing, I have a feeling like crying.
Then I thought, I was so young after all, otherwise I can not ask how recent developments Zhang? How the teacher said there would be no point to Zhang soothing words? And can not express how he gave me three years culture, my life is difficult to return the gratitude?
He saw I was just a daze just in a daze, the more chilling?
"Chilling? Not. I should have felt warm, because then no one respected me and understand me. I thought you have when I was a counter-revolutionary, oblique glances I left it. After all, you were a teenager Children ah! "After the Cultural Revolution when we meet again students, Zhang said.
--- Zhang said, very true. At that time people, revolutionaries were injected into the eyes of an enemy of the red syrup with others, have special category to see red when I saw his class is particularly dark. Such as the political leader of our village Guo Hu, not to mention to my parents, and I will look to see mutations, while "bang" to look over there to put his neck twisted, and I really have the ability not to slip on his dyed black marsh .
I was staring at the back of his head whispered curse: You root neck, day to twist off a careless!
There is one thing that I particularly bitter Guo Hu, the "Cultural Revolution" deposed the high school graduation exams, we stayed for a year are having a revolution, the big question after the series finished drop out of school to go home. Liufang that time my classmates and I agreed to go home each string and then break up the door for children.
Liu Fang has been semi-Houshang home with me, and my mother was about to clean up the cooking, the political leader Guo Hu arrived.
"You are back together along with Mr Chan?" Guo Hu a door and asked Liu Fang.
"... ... Yes." "You do not know her father is a history of counter-revolutionary?" "Know, but both of us are students." "How the students? Students do not talk about class boundaries it? Chairman Mao said: What people pay only lip Standing on the revolutionary people is in action is the same as the other, he is a verbal revolutionaries ... ... you never learned? "
"That ... ... how do I do?" "You have to ask? You leave now!" "My twenty miles from here, I ... ..." "Twenty miles put you intimidated? You should be determined , not afraid of sacrifice. surmount every difficulty to win victory! "
I do not know what to say of Liu Fang, Baba just looked at her go.
Huang then a go, each spring for many years, we have no contact. This summer I even met her in the street, between the hand greeting, I thought that part back, asked how she was to go back, what time to get home?
She thought and said do not forget the impression that the.
Memory is present, forget disappear. I have been concerned about this point to wait for her to prove something, and now declared annihilation. I went for both of us deeply regret.
Guo Hu the man in me a hatred has already been built into the gable, but the Cultural Revolution, when I heard he was suffering from terminal illness when the news of untimely death, that part of the foundation and the gable suddenly lost a sudden collapse in the ... ...
At that time people thought the heart have become incredible, so I believe, I believe that Zhang would not feel to me chilling silence.
Zhang Zhiying I said I think these three words, there is the feeling of being shot, because I live up to his expectations of a painstaking and deep.
Zhang will not let me drop out of school to severe tongue-lashing to argue with the father, in order to delay the family farm I run around, he can think of my future to sell jelly farming vegetables such open telephone booth, "futile" to return him?
This is indeed a problem, but I have not been raised to Zhang.
2010年10月22日星期五
There is no causal relationship between that time（三）
I did not that impressed or grateful, just to be super-dB Zhang frightened, drilling in the cold room, so he dared to go out. This matter was heard students say that Zhang and meals in order to fee remission Let me read into the junior high school, riding a broken bike every day to run the county, to the principal family home looking for someone to find someone to Secretary of Education, private plots in the long grass are higher than the crops also refused to take possession. His wife pulled sort of a small number of children, pigs chickens ah ah not a lot of things avatar surgery, anxious crying.
Our home away from home although only Zhang Qi Bali road is long, but then also spread the message traffic is not convenient fixed, so these are heard later, plain straight, such as drinking water.
II school, and 1 September, with a full stomach I Shanxi Clapper complex to apply.
Three years of junior middle school education to become my private property after the complex Shanxi Clapper understand the Self. When I see the pyramid is the height of the building laws of the time very difficult, it gave me to understand this point Mr. Zhang Zhiying culture is commendable. Loop the cultural layer was very thin, a dozen young men in our village, only one person is my eight children to read nine books, even if the whole brigade won ten junior high school students, but also super. As for why I was not able to continue their studies, why learn the culture of no use, because it cut off during the Cultural Revolution Zhesi I (cut off if only one person I like a) the fate of the throat, it came really in a timely manner the.
The fire of the cultural revolution in the dissemination of culture, of course, first place went to Xinghuoliaoyuan to form the ashes. Therefore, the school first to mess duty-bound to rebel students, teachers naturally humiliating.
Previously, Zhang has been transferred to the county separated by a wall with our school to teach elementary school.
I walk home as usual on a Saturday to go back rations. Gedan halfway around the oil mill, he saw walking in front of the back of a very familiar like.
I said seemed to be very "familiar" because his back has a big basket, the basket cover a large part of his body.
Over the baskets, I blurted shouted: Zhang!
He turned and looked at me, take manure fork conscious men shaking a bit.
Zhang! I shouted out this soon and he himself was trembling, because now I have learned that he has been labeled as monsters and freaks out --- but this how? Zhang so good ... ...
My idea is Yizu, political campaigns, which are not good teachers?
During that time I was two faces of the people in the school mixed in with the Red Guard group in the revolution and paste posters poster political campaigns, writing every day, the teacher is too busy, so Zhang was the revolution sweeping into history corner to become monsters, and I all do not know. Of course, my parents became "black seven categories of" situation he did not know.
He looked at me, I looked at him, and we stood face to face Lengzheng a long time.
Forty-four years after the author of this moment, I sigh deeply before Zhesiduoge doctrine for the "man" finds that: a person loses self-esteem, he is no longer a real person.
Our home away from home although only Zhang Qi Bali road is long, but then also spread the message traffic is not convenient fixed, so these are heard later, plain straight, such as drinking water.
II school, and 1 September, with a full stomach I Shanxi Clapper complex to apply.
Three years of junior middle school education to become my private property after the complex Shanxi Clapper understand the Self. When I see the pyramid is the height of the building laws of the time very difficult, it gave me to understand this point Mr. Zhang Zhiying culture is commendable. Loop the cultural layer was very thin, a dozen young men in our village, only one person is my eight children to read nine books, even if the whole brigade won ten junior high school students, but also super. As for why I was not able to continue their studies, why learn the culture of no use, because it cut off during the Cultural Revolution Zhesi I (cut off if only one person I like a) the fate of the throat, it came really in a timely manner the.
The fire of the cultural revolution in the dissemination of culture, of course, first place went to Xinghuoliaoyuan to form the ashes. Therefore, the school first to mess duty-bound to rebel students, teachers naturally humiliating.
Previously, Zhang has been transferred to the county separated by a wall with our school to teach elementary school.
I walk home as usual on a Saturday to go back rations. Gedan halfway around the oil mill, he saw walking in front of the back of a very familiar like.
I said seemed to be very "familiar" because his back has a big basket, the basket cover a large part of his body.
Over the baskets, I blurted shouted: Zhang!
He turned and looked at me, take manure fork conscious men shaking a bit.
Zhang! I shouted out this soon and he himself was trembling, because now I have learned that he has been labeled as monsters and freaks out --- but this how? Zhang so good ... ...
My idea is Yizu, political campaigns, which are not good teachers?
During that time I was two faces of the people in the school mixed in with the Red Guard group in the revolution and paste posters poster political campaigns, writing every day, the teacher is too busy, so Zhang was the revolution sweeping into history corner to become monsters, and I all do not know. Of course, my parents became "black seven categories of" situation he did not know.
He looked at me, I looked at him, and we stood face to face Lengzheng a long time.
Forty-four years after the author of this moment, I sigh deeply before Zhesiduoge doctrine for the "man" finds that: a person loses self-esteem, he is no longer a real person.
There is no causal relationship between that time（二）
That time is not "beauty," said, I find the comic one by one in the beauty, then these beauties just like my home, and then after that I looked for pieces of paper in the top one stroke of the study painting, drawing imagine when their hair ribbons skirt hairpin hairpin and is Huanpei --- Ding Ling, the kind of dynamic gem.
A beautiful woman in the book, but I just think that women can be called a jade. Those Hengdao Lema, Wenmo scholarly man that can not be brought to my attention a few years later, I painted as many beautiful and modern costume lady, but never painted a Xiao Qiang or scholar. I remember those years thirties particularly busy, busy farming pigs Touyunnaozhang pull kids sew, but to Nian-gen twelfth lunar month, also must find time out of frame four-screen or something. My paintings are far from Cobain's "concubines", only lightly with a pencil and painted (requires cleaning the bathroom with a pencil pen are) four beauties in ancient China beauty Wang Zhaojun, Diao Chan --- Yang Yuhuan actually the beauty of their May not cause a round, flowers can not be opened, the fish can not swim, geese can not fly? I think the whole planet into a vast expanse of whiteness is that they really clean the earth a scene, fainted.
Beauty seductive. I walk in the street used to focus only beautiful woman, regardless of heart produced was jealous or admiring, will feel better. So when I first heard of "gay" after the term, flatter ourselves shocked: imagine yourself in the body is not the composition of latent homosexuality, but this little so there is no formation of potential climate?
After school I went to the bookstall more children go on the comic. Can learn a few new words in everyday circumstances, to determine if they had the "plug-speak", how many odds.
Reading comic books have been read in fourth grade.
Strokes are often holding a beauty, this is my inspiration derived from the comic. And twenty years later, I personally own the rural women painted coffin to the parents of seriously ill, and then painted coffin for neighbors obligations; in the most distress when applied back to the village shops and painting over pieces of commercial advertising earned several great unity, and deeply grateful.
I read the three books in Tianjin, the fourth-grade reading in the header and the fifth grade, moving to the Inner finish primary school, then admitted to the junior high school.
Said the long road of life, the decision about the fate of the key so that only a step or two, that is the case. Like my head was hit accidentally put into a three-year junior high school --- this culture is the sixth-grade class when my teacher Zhang Zhiying imposed on me --- but rather that this little bit of culture, so I go in the future on the road of literature. So, a few years ago has died of Mr. Zhang Zhiying, if left to avoid his hand on the board felt that the skill and technique of writing idealistic impression alone materialism, Mr. Zhang Zhiying should be buried in a piece of my destiny forever Rubbings!
I do not have three years of junior high school writing can not be done, and my three years of junior middle school education is not Zhang Zhiying is given.
So far, so far my brain as long as a flash, "Zhang Zhiying," these three words, there is the feeling hit by a bullet, although I did not commit the experience.
Hit by a bullet is the pain.
Higher primary school I passed the County II, during the summer, my father and mother every day for my school fees to worry about, but I was a little cold in the room peacefulness. My brother's white vest strapped to the wrist taken in long sleeves, turning circle on the floor singing "hit Golden Bough": "The child is father of the Jinzhiyuye female, How can it be that his royal consort to play? Also the baby I was a little gas, the palace to tell the client at the end of the father ... ... "
Red Star II was popular in the Loop Group, Shanxi Clapper plains, while the play "War Girls" Xu change to change the top idol of my heart (unfortunately that time is said there is no idol and fan), I have concentrated manner from the singing to imitate her, and that it almost made up his mind: to be the next to play in the second group, I do not want me to Paoqu Wen they want, and if willing to, play a little servant girl on the line. So when the class teacher Zhang Zhiying Getting the message I want to drop out of school quickly came Inquiries, I told him: hee hee I went to the second group to sing the Star Shanxi Clapper it!
Teacher Zhang was on a black face pale, and he turned around and asked my father how to? Dad hesitated and said: going? Our family ... ...
Zhang interrupted my father's words: Lao Chen Do not say difficult, you only answered me, want their children to school? You do not want to for, I put her and walk away!
How not?
Zhang told the teacher does not quit.
A beautiful woman in the book, but I just think that women can be called a jade. Those Hengdao Lema, Wenmo scholarly man that can not be brought to my attention a few years later, I painted as many beautiful and modern costume lady, but never painted a Xiao Qiang or scholar. I remember those years thirties particularly busy, busy farming pigs Touyunnaozhang pull kids sew, but to Nian-gen twelfth lunar month, also must find time out of frame four-screen or something. My paintings are far from Cobain's "concubines", only lightly with a pencil and painted (requires cleaning the bathroom with a pencil pen are) four beauties in ancient China beauty Wang Zhaojun, Diao Chan --- Yang Yuhuan actually the beauty of their May not cause a round, flowers can not be opened, the fish can not swim, geese can not fly? I think the whole planet into a vast expanse of whiteness is that they really clean the earth a scene, fainted.
Beauty seductive. I walk in the street used to focus only beautiful woman, regardless of heart produced was jealous or admiring, will feel better. So when I first heard of "gay" after the term, flatter ourselves shocked: imagine yourself in the body is not the composition of latent homosexuality, but this little so there is no formation of potential climate?
After school I went to the bookstall more children go on the comic. Can learn a few new words in everyday circumstances, to determine if they had the "plug-speak", how many odds.
Reading comic books have been read in fourth grade.
Strokes are often holding a beauty, this is my inspiration derived from the comic. And twenty years later, I personally own the rural women painted coffin to the parents of seriously ill, and then painted coffin for neighbors obligations; in the most distress when applied back to the village shops and painting over pieces of commercial advertising earned several great unity, and deeply grateful.
I read the three books in Tianjin, the fourth-grade reading in the header and the fifth grade, moving to the Inner finish primary school, then admitted to the junior high school.
Said the long road of life, the decision about the fate of the key so that only a step or two, that is the case. Like my head was hit accidentally put into a three-year junior high school --- this culture is the sixth-grade class when my teacher Zhang Zhiying imposed on me --- but rather that this little bit of culture, so I go in the future on the road of literature. So, a few years ago has died of Mr. Zhang Zhiying, if left to avoid his hand on the board felt that the skill and technique of writing idealistic impression alone materialism, Mr. Zhang Zhiying should be buried in a piece of my destiny forever Rubbings!
I do not have three years of junior high school writing can not be done, and my three years of junior middle school education is not Zhang Zhiying is given.
So far, so far my brain as long as a flash, "Zhang Zhiying," these three words, there is the feeling hit by a bullet, although I did not commit the experience.
Hit by a bullet is the pain.
Higher primary school I passed the County II, during the summer, my father and mother every day for my school fees to worry about, but I was a little cold in the room peacefulness. My brother's white vest strapped to the wrist taken in long sleeves, turning circle on the floor singing "hit Golden Bough": "The child is father of the Jinzhiyuye female, How can it be that his royal consort to play? Also the baby I was a little gas, the palace to tell the client at the end of the father ... ... "
Red Star II was popular in the Loop Group, Shanxi Clapper plains, while the play "War Girls" Xu change to change the top idol of my heart (unfortunately that time is said there is no idol and fan), I have concentrated manner from the singing to imitate her, and that it almost made up his mind: to be the next to play in the second group, I do not want me to Paoqu Wen they want, and if willing to, play a little servant girl on the line. So when the class teacher Zhang Zhiying Getting the message I want to drop out of school quickly came Inquiries, I told him: hee hee I went to the second group to sing the Star Shanxi Clapper it!
Teacher Zhang was on a black face pale, and he turned around and asked my father how to? Dad hesitated and said: going? Our family ... ...
Zhang interrupted my father's words: Lao Chen Do not say difficult, you only answered me, want their children to school? You do not want to for, I put her and walk away!
How not?
Zhang told the teacher does not quit.
There is no causal relationship between that time（一）
I still can still clearly remember my mother saying "If you will write a book ... flat ..." this sentence expression, is very earnest. But her hope this, in my opinion, just as general as network information is now flickering.
Mom is in the accumulation of too much begging on the road if you want to say it, so thought would write a book if I can speak for her --- then actually now simmering in many many years to be pinned to the text later on, she let I felt ridiculous.
Mom thought I might write a book, maybe another basis. This is based on the beginning I was five years old, who is not living there when the godmother, who do not want to stay at home, I have come to bookstall children up reading. Before and after school that I indulge in a few years in particular the book, more than a few years after any period of time. The wind blowing so much, squatting on the ground with both hands hold the four corners also depends on, see great care.
Did not know was a word, just look at the so-called reading "comic" --- now has heard of the "book" there is such a disrespectful title. At that time I lived in the Village, Hongqiao Ding Zigu a residential area, are all clearly remember the street "who" shaped covered with red brick. Out near the old willow tree, there is an old man stands and rented them the old one in comic books. You can see a penny or two a thin thickness. I promised my mother was spending two cents every day consumption, while tugging at her skirt a little patience to grind it, worn tired maybe she will give a point, but she gets angry once gave me: so much today, tomorrow, do not give it!
I took three hairs votes gallop, only to ignore her frighten it, say tomorrow, tomorrow.
Mothers said that children bookstall owner of the "small Thelephora old man," while the overall image of the old man is indeed very very dry, dry, dark green hair, dry hands, dry face, but his eyes are being extremely bright - - then I know to describe his eyes should be "Ruju."
With memories, reckoned his comic books put out about three four hundred, right? These books are listed in the great battle to the old willow tree. The wind, the longest long that Liu Shao almost blowing a few reader's head was. Although the old man refused to smile more, but it is very kind, whether written or handed money, his face is willing to delay his people here. Not only when it rains, as long as there is a drop of rain fall, he immediately Banqimiankong show the pettiness, all the books in our hands away, all stuffed into a box, put a raincoat on the box cover, then no one ignore the charge as the left, in this life never came.
And he must come every day.
I also have to go every day. I own it the smallest of his comic readers, page after page every day and look through his books, and is very reluctant to turn over the kind, although the total can not figure out the words below in the description above what.
Because do not understand, I will only draw a costume woman looking for a book which might be related only to see --- I often go along with godfather costume drama about it? I put a bookstall opinions of children against the old man shouted: Grandpa, I'm looking for a lady to her maid's. The old man saw me busy helping me to find: Miss servant girl, yo, here is a copy.
Mom is in the accumulation of too much begging on the road if you want to say it, so thought would write a book if I can speak for her --- then actually now simmering in many many years to be pinned to the text later on, she let I felt ridiculous.
Mom thought I might write a book, maybe another basis. This is based on the beginning I was five years old, who is not living there when the godmother, who do not want to stay at home, I have come to bookstall children up reading. Before and after school that I indulge in a few years in particular the book, more than a few years after any period of time. The wind blowing so much, squatting on the ground with both hands hold the four corners also depends on, see great care.
Did not know was a word, just look at the so-called reading "comic" --- now has heard of the "book" there is such a disrespectful title. At that time I lived in the Village, Hongqiao Ding Zigu a residential area, are all clearly remember the street "who" shaped covered with red brick. Out near the old willow tree, there is an old man stands and rented them the old one in comic books. You can see a penny or two a thin thickness. I promised my mother was spending two cents every day consumption, while tugging at her skirt a little patience to grind it, worn tired maybe she will give a point, but she gets angry once gave me: so much today, tomorrow, do not give it!
I took three hairs votes gallop, only to ignore her frighten it, say tomorrow, tomorrow.
Mothers said that children bookstall owner of the "small Thelephora old man," while the overall image of the old man is indeed very very dry, dry, dark green hair, dry hands, dry face, but his eyes are being extremely bright - - then I know to describe his eyes should be "Ruju."
With memories, reckoned his comic books put out about three four hundred, right? These books are listed in the great battle to the old willow tree. The wind, the longest long that Liu Shao almost blowing a few reader's head was. Although the old man refused to smile more, but it is very kind, whether written or handed money, his face is willing to delay his people here. Not only when it rains, as long as there is a drop of rain fall, he immediately Banqimiankong show the pettiness, all the books in our hands away, all stuffed into a box, put a raincoat on the box cover, then no one ignore the charge as the left, in this life never came.
And he must come every day.
I also have to go every day. I own it the smallest of his comic readers, page after page every day and look through his books, and is very reluctant to turn over the kind, although the total can not figure out the words below in the description above what.
Because do not understand, I will only draw a costume woman looking for a book which might be related only to see --- I often go along with godfather costume drama about it? I put a bookstall opinions of children against the old man shouted: Grandpa, I'm looking for a lady to her maid's. The old man saw me busy helping me to find: Miss servant girl, yo, here is a copy.
Chen people in the sinking, the seeds of adventure（五）
Chen Min is very into the business operator to do this: buy the lean sheep lamb, each one raising the standard for twenty days, the thickness of feed for each day, how much are carefully weighed with the scales. Three twenty days after the last feed the month to reach the highest standards. When a sheep to the slaughter earn the number of copper, which is a precise figure.
Of course, the people's heart Chen translucent glass of boiled water as well: the final value of this fold, where an acre of land.
Man, no matter what difficulty is resilient under all circumstances. Chen Min special ability to endure hardship, cover, while the sheep shed to cover the inside of his house, accompanied the sheep from every day together. He said, sitting in this little room window, listening to the sheep shed outside eating drinking, hey! Never mind more at ease the mind.
Fall, he asked the builders of the hut where the white walls are scraping putty, also all posted outside the white tiles, the house two doors actually willing to spend 1,400 yuan installed. Oh, I feel really pretty good. I make fun of him: the struggle Chen is afraid of the people you have not you?
I went to see him several times, he took me to the sheep in front, solemnly tells the personal gain of a sheep eat smart water after feeding fat so eat early, and a sheep to drink is always dull cowardice material saturated with water and then go take care of it if no one will go hungry so it must have been thin, and so on.
So I said to the children, after you met with your second uncle, the first greeting of his sheep.
Younger brother in school drop-out during the Cultural Revolution in the Revolution, and finally finished the first two days in the Township in the year. Able to explain the diploma, he can recite a stream of N articles from Chairman Mao. I remember when I lived her parents had looked up his exercise book, he also wrote songs, ha, I just read the four, put the whole family laughing stomach cramps --- "snow to rain, the revolution in the end! Haikushilan, hearts never change! "
Language teacher carelessness, and did not find such a serious political issue.
See us laugh, China and China face acute Chibai: how? My poems are words sentence! Ability to say what you laughing at me ah? I am now a middle school teacher!
Indeed, China and China Farmers read the first two days in that year, both the student and teacher, he was concurrently to the same grade and first grade students in two classes with the art class. Can not find time art teacher, the principal let him make do with a weekly two sections. Although out of the classroom mess, just like a hornet's nest stabbed, but China and China will continue to be calm and stick to the class.
Xu Erdi also a teacher is failing, but his son was extremely competent. I once said to him, the gentleman may not be genius, wit may not be filial. My little brother and his younger brother Chen Min Chen Fan knees of their parents were dutiful son.
My mother go first for a decade, her last moment to serve in the father --- mother under the weight of the balance will be made emotionally last time correction; and father's last moments are lying in people's kang Chen , facing the whole family in front of three generations of the head part forever. Alas! Vegetation of the people, without mentioning the merits and demerits?
However, it takes a paradox here: one non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect?
Of course, the people's heart Chen translucent glass of boiled water as well: the final value of this fold, where an acre of land.
Man, no matter what difficulty is resilient under all circumstances. Chen Min special ability to endure hardship, cover, while the sheep shed to cover the inside of his house, accompanied the sheep from every day together. He said, sitting in this little room window, listening to the sheep shed outside eating drinking, hey! Never mind more at ease the mind.
Fall, he asked the builders of the hut where the white walls are scraping putty, also all posted outside the white tiles, the house two doors actually willing to spend 1,400 yuan installed. Oh, I feel really pretty good. I make fun of him: the struggle Chen is afraid of the people you have not you?
I went to see him several times, he took me to the sheep in front, solemnly tells the personal gain of a sheep eat smart water after feeding fat so eat early, and a sheep to drink is always dull cowardice material saturated with water and then go take care of it if no one will go hungry so it must have been thin, and so on.
So I said to the children, after you met with your second uncle, the first greeting of his sheep.
Younger brother in school drop-out during the Cultural Revolution in the Revolution, and finally finished the first two days in the Township in the year. Able to explain the diploma, he can recite a stream of N articles from Chairman Mao. I remember when I lived her parents had looked up his exercise book, he also wrote songs, ha, I just read the four, put the whole family laughing stomach cramps --- "snow to rain, the revolution in the end! Haikushilan, hearts never change! "
Language teacher carelessness, and did not find such a serious political issue.
See us laugh, China and China face acute Chibai: how? My poems are words sentence! Ability to say what you laughing at me ah? I am now a middle school teacher!
Indeed, China and China Farmers read the first two days in that year, both the student and teacher, he was concurrently to the same grade and first grade students in two classes with the art class. Can not find time art teacher, the principal let him make do with a weekly two sections. Although out of the classroom mess, just like a hornet's nest stabbed, but China and China will continue to be calm and stick to the class.
Xu Erdi also a teacher is failing, but his son was extremely competent. I once said to him, the gentleman may not be genius, wit may not be filial. My little brother and his younger brother Chen Min Chen Fan knees of their parents were dutiful son.
My mother go first for a decade, her last moment to serve in the father --- mother under the weight of the balance will be made emotionally last time correction; and father's last moments are lying in people's kang Chen , facing the whole family in front of three generations of the head part forever. Alas! Vegetation of the people, without mentioning the merits and demerits?
However, it takes a paradox here: one non-vegetation, ruthless Practice makes perfect?
Chen people in the sinking, the seeds of adventure（四）
To Remember.
Thirty years later, a bumper New Year's Eve, when our parents died, when the kids are so big, like we did when we and others have long been accustomed to enjoy the same dignity, and when we sat the three siblings toast the same time with these events --- it struck me, the bittersweet taste of life suddenly flooded my mind, and on the "Poker" have made us the memory of passion. Younger brother China and China Juzhaojiubei bold to say: how did we develop the production of poker it? Simply because the money to buy equipment! Is not it?
Yes ah yes ah! Is because the money to buy equipment it! Otherwise, we siblings should be a poker Big Three manufacturing ah!
Sometimes people need to look arrogant, and arrogant to carry away what relationship? These can be as long as they pleased as humor. Suozhebozai times in life forever and was worried about the root of so and so heard the window gone forever, alternative history has been completely declared adjourned. No one to be investigated are those of us who clamor arrogant "feudalism, capitalism repair" of which Siemens nature.
After that, we siblings with three side dishes are often about the small wine-together small, scattered, because we all need one point of life that contains the status of taste, a growing need.
Like people and Chen Fan Chen, also has done a lot of farm work for me. Princeton was not at home when he left his village Wo, sets the rake to give me a kind of farming ah, ah, busy day and night to go back several days to catch their own work. I am most grieved that thirty years ago for a reason forget what the reason, I was vicious beating Princeton's meal, the next day I carried my three children went to Tianjin to John sampan that month where (at the time no one knew my whereabouts), China and China ran a few times, sitting on the side of the threshold to my two sons moved to tears while pinch lice --- This is a neighbor told me later, neighbors said, when she The eyes are tears.
Restless people die hard mountain of difficult to move. After reform and opening up, people in the sinking, Chen adventure seed germination in due course. He has a good relationship together several friends went to a County of Gansu Province, trafficking in cement, was on the cement plant to catch up with the backlog, and our local is out of stock. So China and China manufacturers promise they get is: pay fifty percent of the money to pull one hundred percent of the goods. China and China accounting is: trust relationship between high interest loans back twice as long as the repayment of cement sold, after the principal amount on all their own profits.
Min Chen was his younger brother were in the village adjacent the eyes of a fortune soon.
But the business failed. Farmer out of the crop to its nature or the farmer, who said anything believed it. Party together intermediary results are deceived them, deceive them to net pots bowl of light, owed loan sharks more and more like a deep hole.
Role as the wind changes, Chen Min did not give his state of mind to stay a little remorse and open space, he quickly packed a cage Panwan selling pot as soon as possible, moved from the countryside to the city. So dark on the streets every day, and his wife sell to buy and sell wonton fritters. One is an earned, debt aside, sort of a small child should eat three to wear to school fees.
Gluten noodle shop open selling kebabs, Chen worked for many years the public from dawn to dusk, finally pay off the debt, and built a house there should be some kind of a home. Now they are promising the children do not have to worry about him, he did a small business can easily live out.
Fifty-year-old Chen was not a quiet people, thoughts and adventures of his trouble in the trouble. Last year (2008) winter in the suburbs to buy an acre of land and built a hut for two rows of sheep: from the mountains to buy back one hundred and fifty sheep and Gao Zi thin, through scientific breeding, fattening pulled after the slaughterhouse to sell . The fall of 2009 has already sold four lots, net profit of more than fifty thousand yuan. He said the slaughter of five times a year on it.
Chen Min said to me: sheep do not require much hard work, keep a two hundred and three or four hundred only one kind of support, so I would like to double next year, anyway, is that point --- sheep thing.
Chen Fan and I refuted him: you are too greedy Chen Min, forget all the people of the fifties? This thing enough to spend money on the line, what use to be so many? Put themselves ... ... You see your hand, everything Laoshu Pi was.
Chen Min only smiled in silence.
Thirty years later, a bumper New Year's Eve, when our parents died, when the kids are so big, like we did when we and others have long been accustomed to enjoy the same dignity, and when we sat the three siblings toast the same time with these events --- it struck me, the bittersweet taste of life suddenly flooded my mind, and on the "Poker" have made us the memory of passion. Younger brother China and China Juzhaojiubei bold to say: how did we develop the production of poker it? Simply because the money to buy equipment! Is not it?
Yes ah yes ah! Is because the money to buy equipment it! Otherwise, we siblings should be a poker Big Three manufacturing ah!
Sometimes people need to look arrogant, and arrogant to carry away what relationship? These can be as long as they pleased as humor. Suozhebozai times in life forever and was worried about the root of so and so heard the window gone forever, alternative history has been completely declared adjourned. No one to be investigated are those of us who clamor arrogant "feudalism, capitalism repair" of which Siemens nature.
After that, we siblings with three side dishes are often about the small wine-together small, scattered, because we all need one point of life that contains the status of taste, a growing need.
Like people and Chen Fan Chen, also has done a lot of farm work for me. Princeton was not at home when he left his village Wo, sets the rake to give me a kind of farming ah, ah, busy day and night to go back several days to catch their own work. I am most grieved that thirty years ago for a reason forget what the reason, I was vicious beating Princeton's meal, the next day I carried my three children went to Tianjin to John sampan that month where (at the time no one knew my whereabouts), China and China ran a few times, sitting on the side of the threshold to my two sons moved to tears while pinch lice --- This is a neighbor told me later, neighbors said, when she The eyes are tears.
Restless people die hard mountain of difficult to move. After reform and opening up, people in the sinking, Chen adventure seed germination in due course. He has a good relationship together several friends went to a County of Gansu Province, trafficking in cement, was on the cement plant to catch up with the backlog, and our local is out of stock. So China and China manufacturers promise they get is: pay fifty percent of the money to pull one hundred percent of the goods. China and China accounting is: trust relationship between high interest loans back twice as long as the repayment of cement sold, after the principal amount on all their own profits.
Min Chen was his younger brother were in the village adjacent the eyes of a fortune soon.
But the business failed. Farmer out of the crop to its nature or the farmer, who said anything believed it. Party together intermediary results are deceived them, deceive them to net pots bowl of light, owed loan sharks more and more like a deep hole.
Role as the wind changes, Chen Min did not give his state of mind to stay a little remorse and open space, he quickly packed a cage Panwan selling pot as soon as possible, moved from the countryside to the city. So dark on the streets every day, and his wife sell to buy and sell wonton fritters. One is an earned, debt aside, sort of a small child should eat three to wear to school fees.
Gluten noodle shop open selling kebabs, Chen worked for many years the public from dawn to dusk, finally pay off the debt, and built a house there should be some kind of a home. Now they are promising the children do not have to worry about him, he did a small business can easily live out.
Fifty-year-old Chen was not a quiet people, thoughts and adventures of his trouble in the trouble. Last year (2008) winter in the suburbs to buy an acre of land and built a hut for two rows of sheep: from the mountains to buy back one hundred and fifty sheep and Gao Zi thin, through scientific breeding, fattening pulled after the slaughterhouse to sell . The fall of 2009 has already sold four lots, net profit of more than fifty thousand yuan. He said the slaughter of five times a year on it.
Chen Min said to me: sheep do not require much hard work, keep a two hundred and three or four hundred only one kind of support, so I would like to double next year, anyway, is that point --- sheep thing.
Chen Fan and I refuted him: you are too greedy Chen Min, forget all the people of the fifties? This thing enough to spend money on the line, what use to be so many? Put themselves ... ... You see your hand, everything Laoshu Pi was.
Chen Min only smiled in silence.
Chen people in the sinking, the seeds of adventure（三）
People forget to buy the ingredients poker theory, but also on the middle peasants have Pingu Nong night there are "rich in anti-bad" to buy the children of darkness. At this point we all like the solution of the "magic" like a laughing monkey loose.
Pen to such, if I speak in respect of recognition of conscience facing LOESS back into the air of the people are the most honest. Because he was planting the land in good faith when the faith has grown in his bones the bones --- the kind of thing in nature, it is not easy to throw away.
This is our fellow ah!
But the saying goes, "a soup full of knots Chourou bad" is also unfounded. Yes, the countryside during the Cultural Revolution are also happy to take advantage of the fire robbed the people, but they are basically inexperienced young people and some brain cells easy to "bungee" people. Most of the neighbors have turned and do not want to see human Suicide scene. The monks in white sweet-scented osmanthus Guo thrilling struggle sessions which controls the field, I often see bundles of sympathy and even regret the eyes flash, the eyes of those in political campaigns, their body and face, sweep to sweep.
When their mental activities are: White sweet-scented osmanthus and Guo Hu too much!
Such mental activity, had led to an unexpected tragedy.
Yang Guihua Bai's eldest son continued, this is a good honest young man, free to laugh because they often look a bit cynical. Period of time in front of all the members in the club cut beet, he was suddenly inspired to pick up a portrait of a sugar beet give mouth to feed in the Chairman Mao: "Chairman Mao also eat his old beet it." Chairman Mao's mouth was broken (a broken paper.) Front right away, stood up: "Do you dare to Chairman Mao's mouth to break? Too daring, right? Even if your mother is a poor agreement is the study of Mao activists, can not be so rampant, right?"
Yang continued to be aware of the problem serious, long been the revolutionary committee of his report to the brigade went, but there are several witnesses of crime scene signature to testify.
Suddenly serious things up! People talk behind the village: this show off and then back again to see the white sweet-scented osmanthus revolution! Others say: Ah, the General Assembly affirmed the critical white sweet-scented osmanthus interesting! Always counter-revolutionary struggle that several landlords, I had tired.
Yang continued to be pulled to the commune, at the time labeled the "active counterrevolutionary" hat. Alas cry for several days was to criticism, coupled with the parade of corporal punishment, a ray of good and pure nerve almost to collapse. He twice attempted suicide, and finally on a particular day do not pay attention while the porter, jumped over the wall from behind the window away, disappeared.
Exaggeration to say that it is welcomed by it. Yang continued to be Jiudou, the first Lok Ma is white sweet-scented osmanthus, she embodies the greatest extent possible world famous "Red" the connotation of the title, and instantly the red paradise fall from the counter-revolution, the black hell out. Study the image of Mao activists is yesterday's story, and now as the existing counter-revolutionaries of the mother, she was beginning to be approved struggles. Driven to despair, she one day a tear ran nose Revolutionary Brigade to repentance for mercy.
Shangye Third Uncle, the next night samgun dog.
Han Jun, despotic landlords and our flight two people, actually the east by the west sunrise Yincuoyangcha rain, come to a beautiful mountains in the world. Although we can not superficial, but am overjoyed at home like all families.
Number of China and China the most happy: to see her to cross! Again our family rebel, we grab a Chairman Mao badge again, he is now even I do not like the revolution!
However, regardless of the village people are not red and black, open over white sweet-scented osmanthus criticism will continue to fear for the Young: the honest people to run where to go, do not really look uncertain wow?
"Yang went to the Soviet revisionists continued to battle!" A few days later, so the rumors swirling.
The sacred temple of the spirit of the white sweet-scented osmanthus finally collapsed, she ran a camel owner madman running West home, the village seek in the village adjacent to ride jennet rode around to look for help wow --- Oh my good God, this can The next trouble even it! In fact, I and I defend to the death of Chairman Mao that he child is old to!
Yang did not continue to run far. That time people's brain did not have "world view" and his eyes just staring at "an acre of land, half cow, his wife doll hot kang." Yang continued from the "cell blocks" came out, went straight to their own wheat Shiji Li Road, hay, and a disaster and it has escaped.
Accordance with the "get rich From a Jianqiao, the world stay west of Han drink?" The old saying Ming Xian, Yang added that there is not harm anyone, defenses can not, silly the good life of peace. Later, I heard from a barefoot old-fashioned boiled Gelv manager of the ... ...
Pen to such, if I speak in respect of recognition of conscience facing LOESS back into the air of the people are the most honest. Because he was planting the land in good faith when the faith has grown in his bones the bones --- the kind of thing in nature, it is not easy to throw away.
This is our fellow ah!
But the saying goes, "a soup full of knots Chourou bad" is also unfounded. Yes, the countryside during the Cultural Revolution are also happy to take advantage of the fire robbed the people, but they are basically inexperienced young people and some brain cells easy to "bungee" people. Most of the neighbors have turned and do not want to see human Suicide scene. The monks in white sweet-scented osmanthus Guo thrilling struggle sessions which controls the field, I often see bundles of sympathy and even regret the eyes flash, the eyes of those in political campaigns, their body and face, sweep to sweep.
When their mental activities are: White sweet-scented osmanthus and Guo Hu too much!
Such mental activity, had led to an unexpected tragedy.
Yang Guihua Bai's eldest son continued, this is a good honest young man, free to laugh because they often look a bit cynical. Period of time in front of all the members in the club cut beet, he was suddenly inspired to pick up a portrait of a sugar beet give mouth to feed in the Chairman Mao: "Chairman Mao also eat his old beet it." Chairman Mao's mouth was broken (a broken paper.) Front right away, stood up: "Do you dare to Chairman Mao's mouth to break? Too daring, right? Even if your mother is a poor agreement is the study of Mao activists, can not be so rampant, right?"
Yang continued to be aware of the problem serious, long been the revolutionary committee of his report to the brigade went, but there are several witnesses of crime scene signature to testify.
Suddenly serious things up! People talk behind the village: this show off and then back again to see the white sweet-scented osmanthus revolution! Others say: Ah, the General Assembly affirmed the critical white sweet-scented osmanthus interesting! Always counter-revolutionary struggle that several landlords, I had tired.
Yang continued to be pulled to the commune, at the time labeled the "active counterrevolutionary" hat. Alas cry for several days was to criticism, coupled with the parade of corporal punishment, a ray of good and pure nerve almost to collapse. He twice attempted suicide, and finally on a particular day do not pay attention while the porter, jumped over the wall from behind the window away, disappeared.
Exaggeration to say that it is welcomed by it. Yang continued to be Jiudou, the first Lok Ma is white sweet-scented osmanthus, she embodies the greatest extent possible world famous "Red" the connotation of the title, and instantly the red paradise fall from the counter-revolution, the black hell out. Study the image of Mao activists is yesterday's story, and now as the existing counter-revolutionaries of the mother, she was beginning to be approved struggles. Driven to despair, she one day a tear ran nose Revolutionary Brigade to repentance for mercy.
Shangye Third Uncle, the next night samgun dog.
Han Jun, despotic landlords and our flight two people, actually the east by the west sunrise Yincuoyangcha rain, come to a beautiful mountains in the world. Although we can not superficial, but am overjoyed at home like all families.
Number of China and China the most happy: to see her to cross! Again our family rebel, we grab a Chairman Mao badge again, he is now even I do not like the revolution!
However, regardless of the village people are not red and black, open over white sweet-scented osmanthus criticism will continue to fear for the Young: the honest people to run where to go, do not really look uncertain wow?
"Yang went to the Soviet revisionists continued to battle!" A few days later, so the rumors swirling.
The sacred temple of the spirit of the white sweet-scented osmanthus finally collapsed, she ran a camel owner madman running West home, the village seek in the village adjacent to ride jennet rode around to look for help wow --- Oh my good God, this can The next trouble even it! In fact, I and I defend to the death of Chairman Mao that he child is old to!
Yang did not continue to run far. That time people's brain did not have "world view" and his eyes just staring at "an acre of land, half cow, his wife doll hot kang." Yang continued from the "cell blocks" came out, went straight to their own wheat Shiji Li Road, hay, and a disaster and it has escaped.
Accordance with the "get rich From a Jianqiao, the world stay west of Han drink?" The old saying Ming Xian, Yang added that there is not harm anyone, defenses can not, silly the good life of peace. Later, I heard from a barefoot old-fashioned boiled Gelv manager of the ... ...
Chen people in the sinking, the seeds of adventure（二）
This thing happened so suddenly, so we were shocked the whole family. First reaction from my mother, she quickly picked the three badges are put in the hands of white sweet-scented osmanthus, do not say a word out of the door to watch them go after so easy to do for us: Hi! I was a great sin when is it, really I'm surprised! But it was such a small ah. Do not wear away, and put the children are being robbed, one pulling a hole in clothes, I have to give you a good complement --- okay, to eat!
Fanfan and I are quietly Picking Up, but China and China is sitting on a stool seeking only to feel bad that badges do not eat, who coax not listen.
"Dead Guo Hu dead white sweet-scented osmanthus what do they ... ... away? Ah? And not her to us! We ... ..." With tears the eyes of China and China.
"China and China listen Do not cry, it has been taken away. Well, not really quiet day ... ah ..." the grandfather said, shaking his beard.
Nearly seventy years of grandfather lived with us gripped day, bending down being criticized often scolded, my mother my heart is hard, pondering again and again decided to send him back home to Hebei. After all, there is a hot spot for home, own family relatives, the neighbors are not looking to see Buddhist monks face surface, there is always a little human in.
Mother grandfather wanted to personally send the train, but do not give a leave of absence to the Revolutionary Committee, two tickets to save paying the money to give elderly people with a little more.
However, when my mother looked at the old father sat carts, staggered onto the big slope south of the village, her eyes wide open into the empty moments, and then suddenly shed tears, talking non-interest bearing and said: I am ... ... What a inverse!
"My grandfather told me ah you come back one day, I pick you up!" China and China toward the crisp sound of a large slope shouting, he thought the grandfather just taking a few days. I and Fanfan was understood that he will never go out of this.
In this two days ago, my grandfather also told the three of us: "You followed the call in the fight despite criticism at the meeting to break me I ah, ah, hard call. Does it matter? Back still is my grandson. Are false Well, you do not revolution, they said save it! "
Fanfan are silent and I did not speak, but immediately against China and China: I do not call me impartial call!
Grandfather at the time not show the family atmosphere of the hot and cold, winter fallow time when he is gone now, and nothing that people told us about that, and we feel lonely. Struggle sessions was often open, and sweet things was often there, but with a mother's words, "Who are we so love living? Alive is hold on the pictures." I think the class struggle of our time is already "mother daughter Zuisui stubborn ear," the.
Poker, right? --- At that time the sale of supply and marketing cooperatives have not too scarce commodity, and supply and marketing cooperatives sometimes even candy children are out of stock, the main product is soy sauce, vinegar, kerosene Yanghuoxianyan.
"What did not play the really boring! Sister ... ... or we own poker, right?" China and China said.
China and China His words, I and Fanfan suddenly spirited, so we immediately dispatched, picked up litter from the supply and marketing cooperatives do interlayer, buy a newsprint surface of the pros and cons, and then paste cooked on a large Tieshao Start sticky, dry and start painting.
Oh 54 card, the three of us sitting in a small picture one by one before Kang Table, while the side for us they have painted such a great initiative and excitement.
This is something the year before I married. Then when I went to live in her parents, two brothers have chosen to make that as a poker --- then do not seem to get down to business with "sideline" the vocabulary. China and China saw 52 small pieces of wood, pretentiously engraved version: box clubs hearts spades. Not satisfied because the design of two ace to the Fanfan "all wishes come true" to draw, anyway, three bottles of red blue black ink, how to how to paint lively.
Thus, the production of poker to much faster, though its weight and thickness is three times the normal poker, but as much as several near production team members to buy. Fifty cents a pair, no money to the flour will do
Fanfan and I are quietly Picking Up, but China and China is sitting on a stool seeking only to feel bad that badges do not eat, who coax not listen.
"Dead Guo Hu dead white sweet-scented osmanthus what do they ... ... away? Ah? And not her to us! We ... ..." With tears the eyes of China and China.
"China and China listen Do not cry, it has been taken away. Well, not really quiet day ... ah ..." the grandfather said, shaking his beard.
Nearly seventy years of grandfather lived with us gripped day, bending down being criticized often scolded, my mother my heart is hard, pondering again and again decided to send him back home to Hebei. After all, there is a hot spot for home, own family relatives, the neighbors are not looking to see Buddhist monks face surface, there is always a little human in.
Mother grandfather wanted to personally send the train, but do not give a leave of absence to the Revolutionary Committee, two tickets to save paying the money to give elderly people with a little more.
However, when my mother looked at the old father sat carts, staggered onto the big slope south of the village, her eyes wide open into the empty moments, and then suddenly shed tears, talking non-interest bearing and said: I am ... ... What a inverse!
"My grandfather told me ah you come back one day, I pick you up!" China and China toward the crisp sound of a large slope shouting, he thought the grandfather just taking a few days. I and Fanfan was understood that he will never go out of this.
In this two days ago, my grandfather also told the three of us: "You followed the call in the fight despite criticism at the meeting to break me I ah, ah, hard call. Does it matter? Back still is my grandson. Are false Well, you do not revolution, they said save it! "
Fanfan are silent and I did not speak, but immediately against China and China: I do not call me impartial call!
Grandfather at the time not show the family atmosphere of the hot and cold, winter fallow time when he is gone now, and nothing that people told us about that, and we feel lonely. Struggle sessions was often open, and sweet things was often there, but with a mother's words, "Who are we so love living? Alive is hold on the pictures." I think the class struggle of our time is already "mother daughter Zuisui stubborn ear," the.
Poker, right? --- At that time the sale of supply and marketing cooperatives have not too scarce commodity, and supply and marketing cooperatives sometimes even candy children are out of stock, the main product is soy sauce, vinegar, kerosene Yanghuoxianyan.
"What did not play the really boring! Sister ... ... or we own poker, right?" China and China said.
China and China His words, I and Fanfan suddenly spirited, so we immediately dispatched, picked up litter from the supply and marketing cooperatives do interlayer, buy a newsprint surface of the pros and cons, and then paste cooked on a large Tieshao Start sticky, dry and start painting.
Oh 54 card, the three of us sitting in a small picture one by one before Kang Table, while the side for us they have painted such a great initiative and excitement.
This is something the year before I married. Then when I went to live in her parents, two brothers have chosen to make that as a poker --- then do not seem to get down to business with "sideline" the vocabulary. China and China saw 52 small pieces of wood, pretentiously engraved version: box clubs hearts spades. Not satisfied because the design of two ace to the Fanfan "all wishes come true" to draw, anyway, three bottles of red blue black ink, how to how to paint lively.
Thus, the production of poker to much faster, though its weight and thickness is three times the normal poker, but as much as several near production team members to buy. Fifty cents a pair, no money to the flour will do
Chen people in the sinking, the seeds of adventure（一）
The reason why I have two brothers hard, honest and good quality made --- on Colonial spring autumn sale of eight spikes, because it is a fixed-fixed position of a Mazar-e-fixed in one position, he came to a westerly wind has blown the right leg of the problems. Now one to spring grass green hair made him nervous for the season, hurt his leg again some time; younger brother just returned from China and China when the country moved into the city, first sold in the streets early, just before dawn to sleep at night too tired to even play legs not drag, it will not knock off. They believe that the body does not matter, as long as survive suffer anything --- how little the quality of this experience is from a beggar, the drain of nutrients from the vicissitudes of life.
People like me can not talk about people and beautiful, but in vain, China and China, while not pretty, adventurous and calm co-exist with a brain. He is our brother and sister in three of the most capable and most strategy of.
I'm up to now can not imagine, along with China and China-year-old mother from fifty years to the day the case to beg, do not know his two short legs moved step by step how the back (he has refused to describe the process), And he actually still has feelings against the colored steamed triumphantly. Also, I have not been pondering over, and we shut out by Red Guards of three siblings, all wrapped in blankets sitting in the wood that night, flax, childish Fanfan and China and China what kind of mental activity there. I only remember their eyes flashing in the night so dark, actually only a loss not panic.
China and China has since childhood that was "real" wishful thinking. For instance, he suddenly took out a thing from the pockets, said: Sister, this is stable I go to a twenty tail hair pulling, has compiled a good cover. A lot of mahjong sets tonight, come back three of us baked!
Look what he said so sure, I believe Chen Fan, so are waiting for roast sparrow Baba. But he did not set back to the middle of the night one. Added: sparrows do not know where to go fly, hey! Did not return to nest.
When China and China-year-old will stick with a sharpened willow scale system, and the weights of (a small piece of iron) of the rope down to the satellite dish fixed weighbeam balance. Later, he also learned to repair locks with the key, and sometimes neighbors would be willing to tout the job back to tinker with a hammer jingle incessantly.
The Cultural Revolution beginning of the second winter it lives in Beijing's aunt suddenly sent us three of Chairman Mao badges, asked us a brother and sister who wear the chest. The three different badge than the President of the local badge, first in quality to show a sight to behold. Now I can clearly recall the golden head, and that faint purple background, is really beautiful ... ...
This three straight badge graced our home --- As Chairman Mao badges can be directly sent from Beijing to our hands, but also how to say we do not revolution? Younger brother happy with China and China do not eat dinner, holding hands, the rocket badge was staring at his mouth Hush, mounted the pedal to the village children ran out to show off, saying that it came from Chairman Mao, our home In Beijing, there are relatives!
Beijing is where? Beijing is the heart of the red revolution ah! Only a heart beat, and we did the life of the land frontier leather get up.
The meal not eaten it, the political leader Guo Hu and co-director of the poor white sweet-scented osmanthus to come, also with a few Red Guards.
Grandfather suddenly face was downcast.
Heroic white sweet-scented osmanthus a door on the stern angry, she let the three of us picked the badge from the chest,: "Chairman Mao badge you wear so good? You with it? To confiscate all take off!"
People like me can not talk about people and beautiful, but in vain, China and China, while not pretty, adventurous and calm co-exist with a brain. He is our brother and sister in three of the most capable and most strategy of.
I'm up to now can not imagine, along with China and China-year-old mother from fifty years to the day the case to beg, do not know his two short legs moved step by step how the back (he has refused to describe the process), And he actually still has feelings against the colored steamed triumphantly. Also, I have not been pondering over, and we shut out by Red Guards of three siblings, all wrapped in blankets sitting in the wood that night, flax, childish Fanfan and China and China what kind of mental activity there. I only remember their eyes flashing in the night so dark, actually only a loss not panic.
China and China has since childhood that was "real" wishful thinking. For instance, he suddenly took out a thing from the pockets, said: Sister, this is stable I go to a twenty tail hair pulling, has compiled a good cover. A lot of mahjong sets tonight, come back three of us baked!
Look what he said so sure, I believe Chen Fan, so are waiting for roast sparrow Baba. But he did not set back to the middle of the night one. Added: sparrows do not know where to go fly, hey! Did not return to nest.
When China and China-year-old will stick with a sharpened willow scale system, and the weights of (a small piece of iron) of the rope down to the satellite dish fixed weighbeam balance. Later, he also learned to repair locks with the key, and sometimes neighbors would be willing to tout the job back to tinker with a hammer jingle incessantly.
The Cultural Revolution beginning of the second winter it lives in Beijing's aunt suddenly sent us three of Chairman Mao badges, asked us a brother and sister who wear the chest. The three different badge than the President of the local badge, first in quality to show a sight to behold. Now I can clearly recall the golden head, and that faint purple background, is really beautiful ... ...
This three straight badge graced our home --- As Chairman Mao badges can be directly sent from Beijing to our hands, but also how to say we do not revolution? Younger brother happy with China and China do not eat dinner, holding hands, the rocket badge was staring at his mouth Hush, mounted the pedal to the village children ran out to show off, saying that it came from Chairman Mao, our home In Beijing, there are relatives!
Beijing is where? Beijing is the heart of the red revolution ah! Only a heart beat, and we did the life of the land frontier leather get up.
The meal not eaten it, the political leader Guo Hu and co-director of the poor white sweet-scented osmanthus to come, also with a few Red Guards.
Grandfather suddenly face was downcast.
Heroic white sweet-scented osmanthus a door on the stern angry, she let the three of us picked the badge from the chest,: "Chairman Mao badge you wear so good? You with it? To confiscate all take off!"
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（六）
In fact, long wait any longer, Ye Li, tears, and then they burst into tears, her crying in this wilderness is especially miserable.
Is crying woke it? Because stomach much more likely to break down the medicinal properties of food, Xiao Yuan sleep more than an hour later, suddenly opened his eyes.
Chen Fan suddenly awarded by the sky, the son of tension-and-run. Xiao Yuan was very attached to this place, falling into the ass hard not want to leave. Ye Li at this time to push her son ran around chasing wail. The three of them fled like a madman for the death of this desert ... ...
Of course, later Xiaoyuan continue bring home all kinds of trouble, but Chen Fan and Li Ye think of the dying process, to scared to chilling, how the couple feel that this stronger than that.
Attempted murder after the child, Lee stepped into the purification of the soul leaves the church, but also on Colonial pull together to do it, "Holy Communion" "Mass," and that "monetary" tightening the circumstances, the church generously in order to show their "master" of piety.
"Master" has been more cold, letting soon suffering from epilepsy --- Xiao Yuan is said to be mentally retarded are most easy to get the disease. So that he bring home more than just the chaos of life are economic confusion. Daughter spent not only on the Academy of Fine Arts Zhezi deposits also bear all the debt, but on Colonial medicine doctor did not dare dishonor to his son.
Chen understand all this, they're both my children are "people." Parents can not be unfair to have her college money to the son of a doctor have the money!
Winter day, not the door, on Colonial smelled pills only to discover sub-flesh, while the attendant to see even more miserable as he'd rather die: guilty of son's epilepsy, convulsions by his legs to the stove on but the meat is burning away his ability has not!
Chen Fan on the phone crying: Sister, when I saw ... ... Ahhh really not as good as grilled meat ... ah ... I Miss You say, how can I who replaced him!
How can not be replacing him, so I can only accompany crying, what words of comfort at all.
Another time, Chen Fan called to say: "Sister, Xiao Yuan He ... ... a piece of raw pork to eat!"
I erect shouted: "commit a sin ah! Slander that he is the meat, right? Him eat a single bowl of stew." "Which is ah, yesterday, just give him some lamb stew ah!"
From the year before, fifty-year-old Chen Fan Since leg pain can no longer spikes, and changes in a company with the security, the use of eight hours of time outside of a small stationery shop to purchase their own. Ye Li, is holding a "Bible" quietly guarding the counter, with nearby schools to buy school supplies as the main source of income. Have been marrying their daughters to go to our hometown of Tianjin, Daisha son was sent to the orphanage, the days become better.
Today, Chen Fan Daisha if people encounter on the road, always close to what some fruit drinks, chasing the last delivery in the hands of fools, watching him walk after eating before drinking. He said to me: I just feel bad idiot, I ignore other people with disabilities. This, too selfish, right?
Since the state more and more attention to the sick and elderly, on Colonial also frequently enjoy the benefits. Last year, his grin before the Spring Festival (Special infected his smile) said to me: "Since the twelfth lunar month into the state gave me four back the money. I should not care what the money, anyway, leading one to go." He So praise the Communist Party.
I also laugh: Look at my brother's sake, her family, I also praise the Communist Party.
Is crying woke it? Because stomach much more likely to break down the medicinal properties of food, Xiao Yuan sleep more than an hour later, suddenly opened his eyes.
Chen Fan suddenly awarded by the sky, the son of tension-and-run. Xiao Yuan was very attached to this place, falling into the ass hard not want to leave. Ye Li at this time to push her son ran around chasing wail. The three of them fled like a madman for the death of this desert ... ...
Of course, later Xiaoyuan continue bring home all kinds of trouble, but Chen Fan and Li Ye think of the dying process, to scared to chilling, how the couple feel that this stronger than that.
Attempted murder after the child, Lee stepped into the purification of the soul leaves the church, but also on Colonial pull together to do it, "Holy Communion" "Mass," and that "monetary" tightening the circumstances, the church generously in order to show their "master" of piety.
"Master" has been more cold, letting soon suffering from epilepsy --- Xiao Yuan is said to be mentally retarded are most easy to get the disease. So that he bring home more than just the chaos of life are economic confusion. Daughter spent not only on the Academy of Fine Arts Zhezi deposits also bear all the debt, but on Colonial medicine doctor did not dare dishonor to his son.
Chen understand all this, they're both my children are "people." Parents can not be unfair to have her college money to the son of a doctor have the money!
Winter day, not the door, on Colonial smelled pills only to discover sub-flesh, while the attendant to see even more miserable as he'd rather die: guilty of son's epilepsy, convulsions by his legs to the stove on but the meat is burning away his ability has not!
Chen Fan on the phone crying: Sister, when I saw ... ... Ahhh really not as good as grilled meat ... ah ... I Miss You say, how can I who replaced him!
How can not be replacing him, so I can only accompany crying, what words of comfort at all.
Another time, Chen Fan called to say: "Sister, Xiao Yuan He ... ... a piece of raw pork to eat!"
I erect shouted: "commit a sin ah! Slander that he is the meat, right? Him eat a single bowl of stew." "Which is ah, yesterday, just give him some lamb stew ah!"
From the year before, fifty-year-old Chen Fan Since leg pain can no longer spikes, and changes in a company with the security, the use of eight hours of time outside of a small stationery shop to purchase their own. Ye Li, is holding a "Bible" quietly guarding the counter, with nearby schools to buy school supplies as the main source of income. Have been marrying their daughters to go to our hometown of Tianjin, Daisha son was sent to the orphanage, the days become better.
Today, Chen Fan Daisha if people encounter on the road, always close to what some fruit drinks, chasing the last delivery in the hands of fools, watching him walk after eating before drinking. He said to me: I just feel bad idiot, I ignore other people with disabilities. This, too selfish, right?
Since the state more and more attention to the sick and elderly, on Colonial also frequently enjoy the benefits. Last year, his grin before the Spring Festival (Special infected his smile) said to me: "Since the twelfth lunar month into the state gave me four back the money. I should not care what the money, anyway, leading one to go." He So praise the Communist Party.
I also laugh: Look at my brother's sake, her family, I also praise the Communist Party.
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（五）
Neighbor to give a little sensibilities, and not strangers.
A certain day the railway security personnel received a phone call: This idiot is your son? He stole the lock pry the warehouse to sell iron wire, caught back by us, we do not know his mind did not report to the draw a few of his face. You to claim it!
Li Ye knows his son can not afford to do picking a lock to steal things, but insist that the other two boys Xiao Yuan dry, while the small yuan also nodded mouthful admitted that she had to call the Fanfan called, the two swollen face and red head silently to the son of leading home.
Days to be so simple to go on too much, but Xiao Yuan was developed to the point of beating the drop belongings, in bursts knocked into pieces, each of the windows; the courtyard of what bikes have bucket with stones in Para in Perak flatten; more upset picked up a stick and ran into the kitchen and forcibly hit decumbent mother fainted, that Lee leaves hospital stay for a week.
Since then, Fanfan to enable small yuan a person had to live in a small room to the south.
Once the vicious things that will be intensified difficult start winding, a stall at Fanfan collected spikes home, I suddenly saw the face of his son waving resort Pilai, if not for Fanfan --- let go of the ax in the stricken look of a thick cotton Kandao curtain on the life of the day to have been.
Ye Li, crying: I die, let me say, Fanfan if the cut is not his, and our family also gone.
Fanfan Choude a night of sleep a night.
Fanfan the days go like this, we have this other side of the head and relatives Lee leaves her parents can not be taken lightly, and we discuss how to solve it together. But this really is not good to discuss, because Xiao Yuan He was a man instead of wood stakes, especially in the legal ... ...
Agreed conclusions are: Xiao Yuan eat sleeping pills to let him go quietly now, can not wait for them to couple a funeral that day.
Fanfan is something that'll last minute thought: if I give him some sleeping pills, how to do things the rest? After all, is my flesh and blood, his body ... ... my leg now ... ... soft.
We respond quickly: it can no way, then people can not help you pro-dead move. Concludes the case there are ready-made your own rhetoric, we fix to squatting big prison!
Chen Fan also think it is not Jiahuoyuren, but think of her holidays back, made a fierce look to see his brother go out into the lobby to shake run. He wondered a few nights, he finally Heng Xiaxin come.
Bought a lot of fruit cake barbecue chicken Xiao Yuan favorite of these things that make him all the way to eat. Westbound train to the base cabinet otog qi country out of the car. It was a bleak place, with mountains and desert, no one.
Xiao-Yuan did not know that the world was very far place to go, this time it felt strange, he grabbed a handful of sand to tossed, varieties, big mouth, laughing and shouting.
Chen Fan, as a husband and wife: has come this far to go on. Put what you've got the bag for the rest of Xiao Yuan eat eat, then drink orange juice, and then sleeping pills.
All three were lying on the sand, and the left and right of the mother's father, are helplessly looking at the blue sky --- it is not too far away to rely on human beings.
Lu Chen Fan read the article "medicine." At this point he suddenly remembered the book description, the son of human blood in eating bread, and both sides of the father and mother ... ...
Hua Laoshuan couples do, is to his son live, but the couple did it to his son die. Chen Fan was crying, but crying too late, my son has been eating a lethal dose.
A certain day the railway security personnel received a phone call: This idiot is your son? He stole the lock pry the warehouse to sell iron wire, caught back by us, we do not know his mind did not report to the draw a few of his face. You to claim it!
Li Ye knows his son can not afford to do picking a lock to steal things, but insist that the other two boys Xiao Yuan dry, while the small yuan also nodded mouthful admitted that she had to call the Fanfan called, the two swollen face and red head silently to the son of leading home.
Days to be so simple to go on too much, but Xiao Yuan was developed to the point of beating the drop belongings, in bursts knocked into pieces, each of the windows; the courtyard of what bikes have bucket with stones in Para in Perak flatten; more upset picked up a stick and ran into the kitchen and forcibly hit decumbent mother fainted, that Lee leaves hospital stay for a week.
Since then, Fanfan to enable small yuan a person had to live in a small room to the south.
Once the vicious things that will be intensified difficult start winding, a stall at Fanfan collected spikes home, I suddenly saw the face of his son waving resort Pilai, if not for Fanfan --- let go of the ax in the stricken look of a thick cotton Kandao curtain on the life of the day to have been.
Ye Li, crying: I die, let me say, Fanfan if the cut is not his, and our family also gone.
Fanfan Choude a night of sleep a night.
Fanfan the days go like this, we have this other side of the head and relatives Lee leaves her parents can not be taken lightly, and we discuss how to solve it together. But this really is not good to discuss, because Xiao Yuan He was a man instead of wood stakes, especially in the legal ... ...
Agreed conclusions are: Xiao Yuan eat sleeping pills to let him go quietly now, can not wait for them to couple a funeral that day.
Fanfan is something that'll last minute thought: if I give him some sleeping pills, how to do things the rest? After all, is my flesh and blood, his body ... ... my leg now ... ... soft.
We respond quickly: it can no way, then people can not help you pro-dead move. Concludes the case there are ready-made your own rhetoric, we fix to squatting big prison!
Chen Fan also think it is not Jiahuoyuren, but think of her holidays back, made a fierce look to see his brother go out into the lobby to shake run. He wondered a few nights, he finally Heng Xiaxin come.
Bought a lot of fruit cake barbecue chicken Xiao Yuan favorite of these things that make him all the way to eat. Westbound train to the base cabinet otog qi country out of the car. It was a bleak place, with mountains and desert, no one.
Xiao-Yuan did not know that the world was very far place to go, this time it felt strange, he grabbed a handful of sand to tossed, varieties, big mouth, laughing and shouting.
Chen Fan, as a husband and wife: has come this far to go on. Put what you've got the bag for the rest of Xiao Yuan eat eat, then drink orange juice, and then sleeping pills.
All three were lying on the sand, and the left and right of the mother's father, are helplessly looking at the blue sky --- it is not too far away to rely on human beings.
Lu Chen Fan read the article "medicine." At this point he suddenly remembered the book description, the son of human blood in eating bread, and both sides of the father and mother ... ...
Hua Laoshuan couples do, is to his son live, but the couple did it to his son die. Chen Fan was crying, but crying too late, my son has been eating a lethal dose.
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（四）
White sweet-scented osmanthus After listening to his son and described after this furious, she went to report Revolutionary Brigade: Chen a house next to the team's pen, holding the soil Kela Fanfan every day in pursuit of the old sow, Kill !
As the old sow know nothing about the Cultural Revolution, it is not a political animal, he refused to side by side with white sweet-scented osmanthus. It is always in full view of dining Lazard, find little evidence of persecution. So my parents only criticism was severely reprimanded at a meal, this would let the matter rest.
Fanfan far ventral to punt the prime minister, after what felt more dangerous every day. Day home from school, halfway house that the Red Guards are we rebel, and he soon disappeared from the front of the students, one did not go home at noon. Later learned that he was hiding in the northbound graveyard, staring at a tombstone that sit on more than two hours, and then go to class hungry afternoon.
Fanfan introverted and even some small words seem dull, if the assault against him questioning, most of it is inappropriate to answer. But a sit in the classroom to strengthen synapses of his brain, so academic achievement in the class --- in particular, has been among the best language.
There is also a strength of stiff Fanfan is storyteller, the Cultural Revolution, the revolutionary mood of rural mid-slightly slack, lonely village o (class struggle, then the lively village or neighborhood were lonely) just Fanfan storyteller. Fanfan sixteen sat cross-legged when the storyteller a well-behaved and generous eloquence not subfamily classes. People say he is the first book, "Journey to the West", and then after another about the "Three Kingdoms", "Water Margin" and "Three Knights-errant." Fanfan storyteller, someone who described the general appearance of the armor, "the poem as evidence," he recited all of the original sentence, brawl of a word is not bad.
At that time in the spiritual world to hear the empty section of old books, then it is happy at home. So the storyteller was Fanfan, played down the number of class boundaries.
Fanfan graduated in early 1972, while his family fled the country in 1971, Lin Biao died plane crash, resulting in the sudden political tension in the air, so Fanfan want to read into a slim chance of high school.
Dadi Fanfan's school was also done graduate studies although the examination, although his test scores are outstanding on the list, do not do this score number. Because the head teacher in accordance with the family background to determine whether to recommend the student this is an effective score. Members --- is not to say Fanfan Fanfan said the past year, he did not write the application groups do not progress to be criticized, but the writing certainly is unable to enter. The best way is to keep writing the application and submitted a copy to keep things safe.
Most of the class into high school, a small part of the complex classes, only two students to return home farming, Fanfan is one of them. One student said to him: Your family background is not the worst, because your father is not a landlord. If the teacher must carefully recommend you get it. W like you came from, people his father into the mountains to the teacher to cut back a car mountain elm wood, entered the high school class --- or you re-bar for next year. "
W his father is not really a teacher cut off mountain elm wood, W is not really so was admitted to a high school, Fanfan not know. But he knew that even if the classes re-admitted to high school next year, the family has no money to pay his tuition fees, end, or drop out.
Difficult to enter the site into high school easier. Fanfan fifteen-year-old bear dug a huge drain a pair of baskets to go.
Fanfan inherently honest and hardship, and do all do all. I can not forget to go outside Princeton that workers are not at home a few years, done a lot to me Fanfan in the job, ranging from three years to give me back outside to wet the wicker, just cut to the back of the head of the sunflower stalk sub- . That is the bottom line rather than from the hip a lot of large bundles of sub-head, son kill the bear after the tie, sitting on the ground after several attempts to stand up, and got up to go three miles before home! Fanfan to do so, just to burn when I cook a good firewood. Trip all the way back, dry enough to burn a week, right? Looking back now, I therefore willing to let my brother bear so heavy, is incredible.
Fanfan's adventurous spirit of Gerry did not, so do not risk a lifetime thing, of course, include the money invested. He has eight years of Civil war in the city several junctions are arrayed a small spikes Taner, the customer's shoes, left or right foot over and over again in my arms to find fault, completely nails sew neatly dressed people and then said after looking at satisfaction, and to get two or three eight-fifty cents gross income. However, in his cautious, with people's lives, but reared son of a Daisha crazy daze, and he not escape the merciless blows cold, wet.
Fanfan's son element, this year has been thirty years old.
The Unbearable Burden of life-life also can not bear the light. Fanfan Li Ye and his wife bought twenty years ago, sleeping pills, ready to murder their own child, but the attempt.
As each have their own clever clever people like Xiao Yuan silly very different, only read books one and a half, but it can sat to read the Bible, but also recognize the street most of the units, the name of the firm or advertising words.
Li Ye have read twelve books, she had predicted: my son's brain Maosai yet, and maybe someday to Dayton opened.
Her statement is not unfounded, because she has a bright beautiful daughter, graduated from the Tianjin Academy of Fine Arts --- and small Yuanben is the same root.
In fact, it is white Xiao Yuan Bible reading and Scripture do not let him do the same. For example, Lee & Yip is a parlor, suddenly there is a neighbor called: your son this afternoon, breaking the glass window to jump from my house to, sitting on the bed to now go away.
Ye Li, quickly dropped the matter at hand to the home run. Sure enough, a look, sons of no one else to sit people on the bed watching TV.
As the old sow know nothing about the Cultural Revolution, it is not a political animal, he refused to side by side with white sweet-scented osmanthus. It is always in full view of dining Lazard, find little evidence of persecution. So my parents only criticism was severely reprimanded at a meal, this would let the matter rest.
Fanfan far ventral to punt the prime minister, after what felt more dangerous every day. Day home from school, halfway house that the Red Guards are we rebel, and he soon disappeared from the front of the students, one did not go home at noon. Later learned that he was hiding in the northbound graveyard, staring at a tombstone that sit on more than two hours, and then go to class hungry afternoon.
Fanfan introverted and even some small words seem dull, if the assault against him questioning, most of it is inappropriate to answer. But a sit in the classroom to strengthen synapses of his brain, so academic achievement in the class --- in particular, has been among the best language.
There is also a strength of stiff Fanfan is storyteller, the Cultural Revolution, the revolutionary mood of rural mid-slightly slack, lonely village o (class struggle, then the lively village or neighborhood were lonely) just Fanfan storyteller. Fanfan sixteen sat cross-legged when the storyteller a well-behaved and generous eloquence not subfamily classes. People say he is the first book, "Journey to the West", and then after another about the "Three Kingdoms", "Water Margin" and "Three Knights-errant." Fanfan storyteller, someone who described the general appearance of the armor, "the poem as evidence," he recited all of the original sentence, brawl of a word is not bad.
At that time in the spiritual world to hear the empty section of old books, then it is happy at home. So the storyteller was Fanfan, played down the number of class boundaries.
Fanfan graduated in early 1972, while his family fled the country in 1971, Lin Biao died plane crash, resulting in the sudden political tension in the air, so Fanfan want to read into a slim chance of high school.
Dadi Fanfan's school was also done graduate studies although the examination, although his test scores are outstanding on the list, do not do this score number. Because the head teacher in accordance with the family background to determine whether to recommend the student this is an effective score. Members --- is not to say Fanfan Fanfan said the past year, he did not write the application groups do not progress to be criticized, but the writing certainly is unable to enter. The best way is to keep writing the application and submitted a copy to keep things safe.
Most of the class into high school, a small part of the complex classes, only two students to return home farming, Fanfan is one of them. One student said to him: Your family background is not the worst, because your father is not a landlord. If the teacher must carefully recommend you get it. W like you came from, people his father into the mountains to the teacher to cut back a car mountain elm wood, entered the high school class --- or you re-bar for next year. "
W his father is not really a teacher cut off mountain elm wood, W is not really so was admitted to a high school, Fanfan not know. But he knew that even if the classes re-admitted to high school next year, the family has no money to pay his tuition fees, end, or drop out.
Difficult to enter the site into high school easier. Fanfan fifteen-year-old bear dug a huge drain a pair of baskets to go.
Fanfan inherently honest and hardship, and do all do all. I can not forget to go outside Princeton that workers are not at home a few years, done a lot to me Fanfan in the job, ranging from three years to give me back outside to wet the wicker, just cut to the back of the head of the sunflower stalk sub- . That is the bottom line rather than from the hip a lot of large bundles of sub-head, son kill the bear after the tie, sitting on the ground after several attempts to stand up, and got up to go three miles before home! Fanfan to do so, just to burn when I cook a good firewood. Trip all the way back, dry enough to burn a week, right? Looking back now, I therefore willing to let my brother bear so heavy, is incredible.
Fanfan's adventurous spirit of Gerry did not, so do not risk a lifetime thing, of course, include the money invested. He has eight years of Civil war in the city several junctions are arrayed a small spikes Taner, the customer's shoes, left or right foot over and over again in my arms to find fault, completely nails sew neatly dressed people and then said after looking at satisfaction, and to get two or three eight-fifty cents gross income. However, in his cautious, with people's lives, but reared son of a Daisha crazy daze, and he not escape the merciless blows cold, wet.
Fanfan's son element, this year has been thirty years old.
The Unbearable Burden of life-life also can not bear the light. Fanfan Li Ye and his wife bought twenty years ago, sleeping pills, ready to murder their own child, but the attempt.
As each have their own clever clever people like Xiao Yuan silly very different, only read books one and a half, but it can sat to read the Bible, but also recognize the street most of the units, the name of the firm or advertising words.
Li Ye have read twelve books, she had predicted: my son's brain Maosai yet, and maybe someday to Dayton opened.
Her statement is not unfounded, because she has a bright beautiful daughter, graduated from the Tianjin Academy of Fine Arts --- and small Yuanben is the same root.
In fact, it is white Xiao Yuan Bible reading and Scripture do not let him do the same. For example, Lee & Yip is a parlor, suddenly there is a neighbor called: your son this afternoon, breaking the glass window to jump from my house to, sitting on the bed to now go away.
Ye Li, quickly dropped the matter at hand to the home run. Sure enough, a look, sons of no one else to sit people on the bed watching TV.
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（三）
I was just brain may be as simple as a line of thinking, then wrote a white sweet-scented osmanthus, but all of a sudden the book to think of the money described by Chung devil, the devil said: I am doing the soul of business. Part of the human soul by God to choose, in addition to all to me.
Fanfan sitting on the wood and flax China and China is even more silly, and they head the next half of the reduction in the quilt, I only know who to rely on.
That search turned into the home, described by the local people "killed dozens of children begging for food," the scene. Mother most treasured bamboo box was damaged, from grandfather saved search away a full set of 12 "Chinese Dictionary", the mother of one from the liberation of the use of ivory, a bone Pai Gow, a production at the same time Qing period (time scale), has been not tell what the wood cabinets to the destruction of the Buddha more than a dozen top deputy copper --- all been broken away Shi Jian, said it was gold, there are a few aluminum drawer shall also be taken away, said it was silver.
Walls hewn of the "bullet holes before the village wall," surveillance is hidden in the wall holes in the radio, to explore whether my parents to Taiwan transmitter.
The most unfortunate is that my father that they have not lost the certificate to the uprising, after asking everyone did not know. And my mother and my father's photo is also missing a few, but two things are not to ask for.
Mom was criticized back home like this for a look stunned. But she immediately hands-finishing, finishing one side while we quietly settled: Shui Yebie say, ah, there must be listening outside the window of stalk.
Jittery panic, then we are all skeptical.
However, the child's vigilance is not so strong, sometimes playful nature of things took such a big push to the revolution went to the back of the head. Such as the village children to play with the old Fanfan came, my mother how to discourage not work.
A summer night sky full of stars, Fanfan came back, his arms holding a watermelon, is stolen.
We were scared, his face pale mother reprimanded Fanfan nothing good, if people know, not the home of three elements to the fight against death? Can Fanfan said it was life and death tugging at his kids to go, when everyone in the stealing watermelons, ha ha it is also back from Chairman Mao: determined to steal melons, fear no sacrifice to climb inside. Abstract hand against all odds, to win ran home.
Fanfan mother asked hurriedly followed them back the quotes yet? Fanfan said: dare ah? I did not say a word.
That's the countryside, stealing watermelons basically "blind bastard", and steal something else of a different nature, not easily linked with the moral.
Yang Guihua Bai's second son, Fanfan often play together with the column, and the same class after school. After the Cultural Revolution, although it also alienated many live in peace. But he stole the team and saw a bag of carrots is Fanfan, relationship strained up immediately. Even if I do not say mother bade Fanfan out, something to stir up big trouble. But I do not know Yang-chu for what this little boy mentality, his homeroom teacher the next day went so far as to report: Fanfan said that Chairman Mao Damn, Long Live Chiang Kai-shek.
That is what the times ah? This word can really scare distributed to them the human soul! Head teacher was to face, such as ashes. But he knew Fanfan, know that this is a good child and not much to say, how dare he make such heinous words? Yang-chu he sharply criticized the meal: "This is Fanfan said? Nonsense you dare, I'll report you fired president!" Before this thing to the pressure.
Fanfan sitting on the wood and flax China and China is even more silly, and they head the next half of the reduction in the quilt, I only know who to rely on.
That search turned into the home, described by the local people "killed dozens of children begging for food," the scene. Mother most treasured bamboo box was damaged, from grandfather saved search away a full set of 12 "Chinese Dictionary", the mother of one from the liberation of the use of ivory, a bone Pai Gow, a production at the same time Qing period (time scale), has been not tell what the wood cabinets to the destruction of the Buddha more than a dozen top deputy copper --- all been broken away Shi Jian, said it was gold, there are a few aluminum drawer shall also be taken away, said it was silver.
Walls hewn of the "bullet holes before the village wall," surveillance is hidden in the wall holes in the radio, to explore whether my parents to Taiwan transmitter.
The most unfortunate is that my father that they have not lost the certificate to the uprising, after asking everyone did not know. And my mother and my father's photo is also missing a few, but two things are not to ask for.
Mom was criticized back home like this for a look stunned. But she immediately hands-finishing, finishing one side while we quietly settled: Shui Yebie say, ah, there must be listening outside the window of stalk.
Jittery panic, then we are all skeptical.
However, the child's vigilance is not so strong, sometimes playful nature of things took such a big push to the revolution went to the back of the head. Such as the village children to play with the old Fanfan came, my mother how to discourage not work.
A summer night sky full of stars, Fanfan came back, his arms holding a watermelon, is stolen.
We were scared, his face pale mother reprimanded Fanfan nothing good, if people know, not the home of three elements to the fight against death? Can Fanfan said it was life and death tugging at his kids to go, when everyone in the stealing watermelons, ha ha it is also back from Chairman Mao: determined to steal melons, fear no sacrifice to climb inside. Abstract hand against all odds, to win ran home.
Fanfan mother asked hurriedly followed them back the quotes yet? Fanfan said: dare ah? I did not say a word.
That's the countryside, stealing watermelons basically "blind bastard", and steal something else of a different nature, not easily linked with the moral.
Yang Guihua Bai's second son, Fanfan often play together with the column, and the same class after school. After the Cultural Revolution, although it also alienated many live in peace. But he stole the team and saw a bag of carrots is Fanfan, relationship strained up immediately. Even if I do not say mother bade Fanfan out, something to stir up big trouble. But I do not know Yang-chu for what this little boy mentality, his homeroom teacher the next day went so far as to report: Fanfan said that Chairman Mao Damn, Long Live Chiang Kai-shek.
That is what the times ah? This word can really scare distributed to them the human soul! Head teacher was to face, such as ashes. But he knew Fanfan, know that this is a good child and not much to say, how dare he make such heinous words? Yang-chu he sharply criticized the meal: "This is Fanfan said? Nonsense you dare, I'll report you fired president!" Before this thing to the pressure.
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（二）
Not to mention that during the Cultural Revolution, and not "people like iron, the official methods such as furnace" principle to limit the revolutionary thinking and behavior, and "three generations of people out small," the popular science, also shows that most people have cheat strangers psychology. My grandfather is rich peasants, rich peasants, children, mother is (and there are serious historical problems), and my father is a historical counter-revolutionary, three were with the people as "enemy" of the molecules.
There is a village in Gansu Minqin from people who flee from famine to call Han Jun, later identified as a "despotic landlords fleeing," more reactionary than my parents, so stands out to become a. He and my grandfather is the "five black categories", and my parents were swept into the "black seven categories."
Gesanchaiwu open denounced the General Assembly, these classes were all standing in the black, "Monkey rose supremely stick" lined up in the circle delineated in the "swear to defend the great leader Chairman Mao ---" This Common Sense Declaration, the then unconditionally accept "Down --- Down ---" slogan, personal insults unconditional acceptance, unconditional in accordance with the instructions to do some antics without dignity.
Minqin is a deep history and culture of the place, the "living beyond the Great Wall, Wen Zhu Xia of the first" argument. 1928 where the "vulgar Park Wind alcohol, people are diligent," is set called "Minqin" County. The "world, there are Minqin, Minqin free world", these words are in the details which the people can not survive in Minqin Minqin the Biequ, so this place always has a lot of people give up their homes, running all over the country to find the suited to their living space.
Han Jun went to the Loop space come alive, but not so good to catch up with the Cultural Revolution, live, this time he also can not go back to back. Denounced the meeting, the most to him is the dialect pronunciation of life, when the Red Guards ordered to recite Mao Han Jun despotic landlords fled, "we will oppose those who support the enemy, whatever the enemy supports we will oppose" this quotation, the he has always been an "enemy" people, but also how unable to pronounce the "enemy" pronunciation, the sound is "virtue" and "capital" of the mixed tone. Because of this keyword, hanging on his neck to more bricks, to hang a larger sign, who should have been thwarted by a more ruthless. His wife is a real woman with bound feet, I remember when her feet must be proud of femininity, right? Now has had her suffer, she stood arm after the Young, make "aircraft-style" action of the time will not be long on the crumbling of the whole person.
Denounced the meeting, Han Jun, grandfather, and his wife have hung a large sign that stood in a deep bend, and my parents are two sub-station as "to accompany pile," but the expression of five of them must be cautious in order to show guilt to plead guilty .
I remember very clearly an early spring morning about two o'clock, we were awakened intense Zamen, then broke into the village to a group of Red Guards, take the lead in the co-director of the poor white sweet-scented osmanthus.
At that time the popular saying is "do not pass the beaker and cylinder housing, the poor do not pass the Central Society", meaning "poor peasant associations," the organization, appears to be low-status goods, in fact, have a Need for power.
White Elderflower a door there, "Chin this," the style, she let the Red Guards to my grandfather and parents got me to fight social housing, and then snapped wrist that we siblings: "the three of you hurry to go outside! We searched ! "
Cold. The three of us have been urging simply threw a jacket, then wrapped in a quilt Ta the shoes ran out.
Fanfan boos said: Sister, vegetable cellar hole on flax wood, warm it above!
So the three of us are surrounded by quilts, Ji Cheng flax pile of firewood up a sit.
There is a village in Gansu Minqin from people who flee from famine to call Han Jun, later identified as a "despotic landlords fleeing," more reactionary than my parents, so stands out to become a. He and my grandfather is the "five black categories", and my parents were swept into the "black seven categories."
Gesanchaiwu open denounced the General Assembly, these classes were all standing in the black, "Monkey rose supremely stick" lined up in the circle delineated in the "swear to defend the great leader Chairman Mao ---" This Common Sense Declaration, the then unconditionally accept "Down --- Down ---" slogan, personal insults unconditional acceptance, unconditional in accordance with the instructions to do some antics without dignity.
Minqin is a deep history and culture of the place, the "living beyond the Great Wall, Wen Zhu Xia of the first" argument. 1928 where the "vulgar Park Wind alcohol, people are diligent," is set called "Minqin" County. The "world, there are Minqin, Minqin free world", these words are in the details which the people can not survive in Minqin Minqin the Biequ, so this place always has a lot of people give up their homes, running all over the country to find the suited to their living space.
Han Jun went to the Loop space come alive, but not so good to catch up with the Cultural Revolution, live, this time he also can not go back to back. Denounced the meeting, the most to him is the dialect pronunciation of life, when the Red Guards ordered to recite Mao Han Jun despotic landlords fled, "we will oppose those who support the enemy, whatever the enemy supports we will oppose" this quotation, the he has always been an "enemy" people, but also how unable to pronounce the "enemy" pronunciation, the sound is "virtue" and "capital" of the mixed tone. Because of this keyword, hanging on his neck to more bricks, to hang a larger sign, who should have been thwarted by a more ruthless. His wife is a real woman with bound feet, I remember when her feet must be proud of femininity, right? Now has had her suffer, she stood arm after the Young, make "aircraft-style" action of the time will not be long on the crumbling of the whole person.
Denounced the meeting, Han Jun, grandfather, and his wife have hung a large sign that stood in a deep bend, and my parents are two sub-station as "to accompany pile," but the expression of five of them must be cautious in order to show guilt to plead guilty .
I remember very clearly an early spring morning about two o'clock, we were awakened intense Zamen, then broke into the village to a group of Red Guards, take the lead in the co-director of the poor white sweet-scented osmanthus.
At that time the popular saying is "do not pass the beaker and cylinder housing, the poor do not pass the Central Society", meaning "poor peasant associations," the organization, appears to be low-status goods, in fact, have a Need for power.
White Elderflower a door there, "Chin this," the style, she let the Red Guards to my grandfather and parents got me to fight social housing, and then snapped wrist that we siblings: "the three of you hurry to go outside! We searched ! "
Cold. The three of us have been urging simply threw a jacket, then wrapped in a quilt Ta the shoes ran out.
Fanfan boos said: Sister, vegetable cellar hole on flax wood, warm it above!
So the three of us are surrounded by quilts, Ji Cheng flax pile of firewood up a sit.
Chen Fan head of Jesus that the cold（一）
0 I married that year, twelve-year-old representative of the whole family to Princeton Erdie Fanfan the wedding feast take up the ceremony, her mother but also how to give him a decent deal with no clothes on, he said, Oh, my son wearing a poor patch Jiaao go pomp. Fanfan said: Mom does not matter, I am a good looking on the line.
Fanfan looks really better than I, and China and China is much, similar to his mother.
No food at home Duandun situation, it is all my two brother in her mother begging, they do not know what is "offering", but do not know what "shame", but feel hungry, her mother ran a day could eat nothing more, or their greatest pain is gone too far will Tuisuan, feet hurt.
One-year-old.
A six.
I went to school inner tube of dry food fried rice crust from the flour into bread, with my two younger brothers inside the trek.
I talk about my two younger brothers to do with her mother to beg on the sad sad --- I will forever. I was writing this passage of time, tears essays go!
Princeton used to be very envious of us three siblings feelings that although we are half, but the students with their parents compared with one another to care for many.
Or just because we are more treasure the experience of those who shared it, those memories of the bitter taste of the three of us in the same pickle jar only, so emotional pressed density increased, the gap is not easy to produce a.
Junior high school during the time, in addition to the two holidays a year, after I dropped out of school to get married before, and a year's time at home, it was the middle of the plot of the Cultural Revolution, "cut" was zigzag.
Her second marriage, her mother thought the choice of general point though, it must be security and peace commoner people, but later learned that my father is also the question of history --- History of the political, it will certainly cause problems. Near the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, the Revolutionary Committee to send to our ancestral home in Hebei Province, to find out my father had been a puppet, is a class of counter-revolutionary history.
The father is the "uprising" certificate, and I have seen the certificate, a top general He Long personally issued the "uprising, let bygones be bygones," eight characters, but also expand the name of a quadrilateral inscribed seal Long.
The world has the truth? If so, the truth is a step forward in cross-fallacy. 0
Fanfan looks really better than I, and China and China is much, similar to his mother.
No food at home Duandun situation, it is all my two brother in her mother begging, they do not know what is "offering", but do not know what "shame", but feel hungry, her mother ran a day could eat nothing more, or their greatest pain is gone too far will Tuisuan, feet hurt.
One-year-old.
A six.
I went to school inner tube of dry food fried rice crust from the flour into bread, with my two younger brothers inside the trek.
I talk about my two younger brothers to do with her mother to beg on the sad sad --- I will forever. I was writing this passage of time, tears essays go!
Princeton used to be very envious of us three siblings feelings that although we are half, but the students with their parents compared with one another to care for many.
Or just because we are more treasure the experience of those who shared it, those memories of the bitter taste of the three of us in the same pickle jar only, so emotional pressed density increased, the gap is not easy to produce a.
Junior high school during the time, in addition to the two holidays a year, after I dropped out of school to get married before, and a year's time at home, it was the middle of the plot of the Cultural Revolution, "cut" was zigzag.
Her second marriage, her mother thought the choice of general point though, it must be security and peace commoner people, but later learned that my father is also the question of history --- History of the political, it will certainly cause problems. Near the beginning of the Cultural Revolution, the Revolutionary Committee to send to our ancestral home in Hebei Province, to find out my father had been a puppet, is a class of counter-revolutionary history.
The father is the "uprising" certificate, and I have seen the certificate, a top general He Long personally issued the "uprising, let bygones be bygones," eight characters, but also expand the name of a quadrilateral inscribed seal Long.
The world has the truth? If so, the truth is a step forward in cross-fallacy. 0
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