Father's Love

I always thought, my father and mother no love at all. Really know my father loved his mother, in her mother's death.
Mother passed away that year, the father of 50-year-old, six out of our sisters, only one elder sister married, my brother is going to school. Middle-aged widowed, which his father is, how big blow. Unfortunately, the family and the economy faced a heavy burden on his father in tears all day. Every time I come home from one county to see grizzled father, heart bursts of feet. Working in the fields father, like lotus leaves in the wind, old miserable.
Neighbor's uncle told me that his father finish live, often leaning in the hay next to the Mayan Lei. He left for the mother's grief.
Later, I was admitted to the university, his father's face with a smile. In order to raise money for my school, premature aging father, Gou Lvzhao back, run everywhere. To the field school in the evening, I sat beside his father listening to his long sighed: "Ah -." Then he added: "Your mother is alive, that you admitted to the university, my family put a movie to celebrate. Now at home too hard, it is no money to put the film. I'm sorry your mother ah!" Then, my father not to mime sound, just "flip" kept pumping his pipe.
As time goes by, the father is old, but I know his mother was his heart the deepest thoughts.
The year before last New Year, I went home to visit his father, brother and father before me said he was angry, confused family had no better year. Later, I spoke a few father and told him not to nag, do not worry about blind. Listening to me, father, his hands in his sleeve, the head down, silent. I silently looked at his father, saw his eyes and tears, quietly slipped. He was afraid I see and hurriedly pulls a handkerchief from the bag, wipe the tears. I have a while sad, does he have any wronged you?
After a child, his father suddenly whispered: "New Year, and he (my brother) do not give your mother burning paper." Finish the sentence, his father looked down, Bu Zhisheng. I suddenly understand why his father and brother Ou Qi, turned out he was missing the mother had passed away.
Ching Ming Festival last year, and I, Her fourth sister and little sister went to his mother Shangfen, and her father had to go with. When the ignition point of paper when I saw the back bent like a bow of his father, quietly watching the burning flames, against his mother's grave, said: "you give money to a daughter, to close the bar. Life by the number of crimes, to live up to now, how enjoy life! "Listen father, tears in my eye socket, keep running round and round.
51, a cousin working in Hefei back wedding. That afternoon, a cousin with a return home to see his new daughter-in-my father. Father, wearing new clothes, as like to meet new people. Cousin before her father, called out: "Grandpa!" Father on the bench, struggling to stand up, holding cousin's hand, tears, a voice hoarse, said: "not seen you for a few years , uncle to you. "room stood a lot of people, no one speech, that moment, the air seemed still.
I stood next to his father, tears, because I know, father, mother, then certainly in the miss, because the only cousin of the mother is the most painful love nephew (father, son of our family home).
This year, the father was 78 years old, lost her mother in the past 30 years, he has guarded the mother in mind. He and his mother have no eachother, but his love of the mother firm and lasting.